I may have really done it this time
I may have finally found a way to escape my mind
By losing it all, by giving it away
This version of me won’t much longer stay

Daily dying and dying to live
I simply have nothing left to give
The future quickly becomes the past
Even the best things cannot last

I simply don’t know what to do
I was suppose to always be there for you
I can’t go on any longer this way
I’m sorry but I don’t think that I can stay

It’s hard to see the screen through tears
It’s even harder to see memory through years
I don’t know what I’m doing I don’t know where I’ve gone
I don’t know where I’m going but I have to go on

I just want to go I just want to see
Everything that might be a part of me
Things that were are no longer
If I prayed I’d ask to grow stronger

What can I do? I do not know.
I guess it’s true. I am an asshole.